It's all about repentance and starting again.
I fell down the stairs last night. Well to be exact I fell down one stair. Even more accurately I wasn't wearing my contacts and I missed the bottom step. Either way, I went down in a heap. My phone flew out of my hand and I could hear my sister Liisa saying,I can't hear you now. Of course you can't hear me my phone is in another room now. I did a quick self check. For pain. Ankle, no pain,check. Head, no pain , check. Pinky finger, yes very painful,but check. Pride and grace and youth and self esteem, obliterated, check. Grant didn't move off the couch to check. No wasted energy on his part. As long as no one is hurt, it's funny, check.
It's a start